In every man's heart there is a secret nerve that answers to the vibrations of beauty

I let my heart get the best of me again. I have been holding back a lot lately when it comes to dating. One big reason is I haven't really found someone who I was willing to date. Yes, I have been kinda picky but I don't really see that as a bad thing at this point. I'd been hurt too much to just let myself open up to anyone. Then I met Derek. As cliche as it might sound, we just clicked. I could talk to him for hours, and we never ran out of things to say (which is very uncommon with me). I was attracted to him, he seemed to be attracted to me. But you know how they say things that seem too good to be true usually are? I think that's what happened. We finally had time to see each other last night so we met half way which was Duchesne. We played in a park and turned his backseat into a movie theater by watching a movie on his laptop. We talked, laughed, listened to music (thankfully we like the same stuff), and simply enjoyed each others company. This is when things got weird. This morning I text him to say good morning like I always do but he didn't respond. I wasn't really worried since it was early on a weekend and we had been out late the night before. Finally at noon he said he had been sleeping, but that's all I've heard from him all day.

I know I sound super pathetic, but it is just odd. We always talk. Maybe I am just overreacting, but I don't like this. We finally get to spend time together and that's when he decides that he is done talking to me? I need to stop having feelings. That's the plan now...