Winter Wonderland

So last night my friend Dallen and I were studying for our final today in the library. When he left he gave me a ride home but we ended up talking forever, so we just went and parked and talked. As we were talking I just sat and watched the snow fall. It was dark and watching the snow fall was so beautiful. I know I'm not the world's biggest fan of snow, but I was reminded about how the simple things in life are so facinating and beautiful.

Waspettes and Feelings

First, I am so proud of my sister and her drill team the Waspettes. They had their first competition of the season and performed very very well. They placed third in lyrical, third in kickline, fourth in dance and fourth in military. They also won the sportsmanship award!

Now my feelings...

While driving home from Delta, I started thinking about my feelings on love. I still, and always will believe in love. Even though I recently had my heart pulled out and run over by a car, I still want to find the person I want to be with for the rest of my life and forever. I started thinking about my past relationships and what has gone wrong. I realized that I never fully got over my friend Tanner. He's been my best friend since we were 10. We have so many things in common it's almost scary, but he also is the one person I can talk to about anything. I just scared to even say anything to him. And that's why I'll just sit back and see how life turns out.

Families...

I just don't understand some people's need to interject their own opinions where they really don't need to be. Daniel's family has been telling me how to handle the break up, accusing my mom, and every other possible thing you can imagine. I just don't understand why they are telling me how to deal. I would never tell someone how to deal with their pain. I'm just happy to say that I have my amazing family and friends to lean on and make me strong. Thank you so much. Your support means the world to me!!

Love and AOE

Ft. Hood

My thoughts and prayers go out to the families and those affected by the shooting. It is bad enough to lose someone in battle, even worse here in our homeland. There is nothing more to even say.

Snow Days

As much as I hate the snow, I also have to admit that there is something nice and refreshing about it. I feel like there is a beauty in the world that can only be experienced by looking out into the yard when there is a fresh blanket of white fuzzies on the ground. I'm not trying to go all deep on anyone, because honestly that's just not me at all. The only reason that I am even thinking about that is that yesterday was not exactly the best of days for me and I was so upset over the snow but then I started thinking about it even more and I realized I can't stay so upset when is so pretty outside.

I just know that today I started being really positive about life. I have an absolutely amazing boyfriend who I love more than I can even explain. My life is really going so well.

Well I'm off to my roommates birthday dinner so I hope everyone is happy!!